Sometimes I stare at the cheesy shit on Tumblr and get stuck with this weird feeling where I feel like I’m either going to throw up my breakfast or punch someone in the face.
So my dad picks up Somer and I at the mall and we’re on our way home when we look over and see this old man stuffing fries in his mouth and we laugh about that for a bit before we forget about it.
But then fast forward to a couple of blocks later we look over and once again see that man there and he is STARING AT US. Like he doesn’t even make it discreet or anything. And omg I swear it was so scary. I tried to hide and he literally inched forward just to stare at me and he kinda looked like the rapist guy from The Lovely Bones and god it was just all bad.
So basically from now on I will never laugh at another human being if they ever choose to shove McDonalds up their mouth ever again because they may follow us home and kill me in my sleep.
and all they say is “Yeah, I know what you mean.” “Haha that sucks” but then when they rant to you, you actually take the time to listen to them and help them out.
…….
URGH! That makes me so mad! It’s like can you please just be a good audience and let me bitch about bitches being bitches without making me wait like 20 minutes for a reply until you decide that all of a sudden YOU have something you’re angry about.
Yeh, EFF YOU.
So Somer and Gene and I were in Room 30A/B today (which is like this huge auditorium/lecture style room) during a Key Club meeting and we thought we were being hella inconspicuous but then one of the leader guys was like “Are you even in Key Club?” and were like “Um no we just want to eat.”
And so then after those people finally left we decided to just stay in there for the rest of lunch and everything was going great until these special ed kids started to turn off the lights on us. At first we thought maybe they didn’t see us but we realized after making awkward eye contact with them like 10 times that they did know we were there.
But we kept sitting there until they turned off like EVERY SINGLE LIGHT and then we finally left and when we looked back they turned back on all of the lights again and that’s when we realized that even the special ed kids didn’t want us there :(
Sometimes I think that I’ve met the most perfect human being ever but then when I stop being so delusional and take a step back I realize that I’ve overlooked so many of their flaws and when I finally see that, I feel like maybe I might just be better off without them at all.
Sometimes I get mad at people and I don’t know why but I’m really good at hiding it from them in person.
…But then I get home and I hate them again.
So I was at Piercing Pagoda and everything was fine. I chose my earrings and we were all ready and I got into the chair and I was feeling pretty great but then all of a sudden like this HUGE group of people came up and decided to spend several precious minutes of their life watching me get my ears pierced.
urrrrg it was so awkward. I was like sitting there and the lady used the piercing gun thing and this one girl who was watching was like “OH MY GOD. OH. MY. GOD!” and all of her friends started whispering and then the lady did my second ear and everyone was like “omg that is so nasty” and I felt really embarrassed cuz when I got up everyone congratulated me and I couldn’t even look them in the eyes cuz my ears were so red.
The end.
Lol whenever someone stops talking when we’re hanging out I always freak out and get really nervous that they don’t want to be there with me anymore and I use this really annoying whiny voice to ask them what’s wrong because I’m afraid that they think I’m boring and it makes me wanna die.
Usually while I’m at school I look at the people that would generally be called “losers” or “weirdos” and I think about how lucky I am to not be one of them. When I see them I usually think of how glad I am that I don’t spend all of my time carrying around backpacks that are twice the size of my body or spend all of my free time discussing homework assignments.But then there comes certain days where I almost envy them.
Even though they don’t have access to as many different types of friends that a more “accepted” person might have, they always seem to be the most real people in the school. They don’t try to hide that they like to read manga (even though they’re total wasians) or that they’re still super into Runescape. In fact they embrace their interests and aren’t afraid to be overhead discussing their hobbies.
I find this admirable because they’re truly people who can be themselves. They don’t conform to what society wants them to be and in a couple of years they may be the most happy adults out of all of us. Sure, what they do might not be what necessarily makes other “normal” people happy, but it works for them and that in itself is kind of amazing.
